Winter months have gone,
Winter clouded my heart,
Heart hard as a stone
Since you ripped it appart.
Appart we grew since then,
But the Holy Week arrived,
With it I was full of forgiveness:
Just how naive I was.
You couldn’t go out due to schoolwork,
I swallowed that hook, sinker and line.
You made me feel like a fool
When I saw you with other guys.
Bilious, sickened by your lack of respect,
Knowing you I began to regret.
And I’ve been trying the same
Week after week, every weekend.
Will I ever have luck?
Don’t think so, mate.
And then one night, I’m in for a shock:
She’s kissing another guy, horror!
Demons take over me, churning my guts
Inside out. So unfair, leave her out!
Me, being such a good mug
Walk with her back home.
I wouldn’t leave her alone, would you?
The silence between us was so loud
That when she is safe and sound
In my head I do nothing but shout!
Rage, tears, kicked that box.
Barely moving, full of sorrow.
-“Enough is enough” I said to myself
-“As far as I’m concerned… GO TO HELL!!”
I’d never felt a broken heart
So messing around
Again, Fate laughed at me:
There I was at night,
Again with the girl.
Full of hope,
Such a fool.
Once more, I’ll loose.
It was so easy to make you laugh
Nice mouth, white teeth, open wide
Gentle touch, long fingers over my arm:
Wake up mate! Your mind’s racing fast!
Grim monday morning, wake up call.
Four more days to see you back!
-“Four days’ a long time, it ain’t right”
Think something fast and decide!
Tuesday morning I’ll skip class
So I can see her at school
And she’ll be well surprised.
In for a shock, out for a fool:
-“She didn’t come in today”
Go back to class: catch the bus!