Winter months have gone,
Winter clouded my heart,
Heart hard as a stone
Since you ripped it appart.
Appart we grew since then,
But the Holy Week arrived,
With it I was full of forgiveness:
Just how naive I was.
You couldn’t go out due to schoolwork,
I swallowed that hook, sinker and line.
You made me feel like a fool
When I saw you with other guys.
Bilious, sickened by your lack of respect,
Knowing you I began to regret.
And I’ve been trying the same
Week after week, every weekend.
Will I ever have luck?
Don’t think so, mate.
And then one night, I’m in for a shock:
She’s kissing another guy, horror!
Demons take over me, churning my guts
Inside out. So unfair, leave her out!
Me, being such a good mug
Walk with her back home.
I wouldn’t leave her alone, would you?
The silence between us was so loud
That when she is safe and sound
In my head I do nothing but shout!
Rage, tears, kicked that box.
Barely moving, full of sorrow.
-“Enough is enough” I said to myself
-“As far as I’m concerned… GO TO HELL!!”
I’d never felt a broken heart
So messing around
Again, Fate laughed at me:
There I was at night,
Again with the girl.
Full of hope,
Such a fool.
Once more, I’ll loose.
Come Friday, here we go again,
Cinema, drinks, at such young age.
Go to a club, -“I’m going to be lucky!”
Fat chance, boy. How right was Fate.
End of the night
I walk her home.
-“Last chance” I think
When we get to her door.
How wrong could I be?
And then I realised
That it wasn’t gonna be
Again this time.
Unfazed, I’m on my way
Dark night, it’s very late
To walk alone.
It was so easy to make you laugh
Nice mouth, white teeth, open wide
Gentle touch, long fingers over my arm:
Wake up mate! Your mind’s racing fast!
Grim monday morning, wake up call.
Four more days to see you back!
-“Four days’ a long time, it ain’t right”
Think something fast and decide!
Tuesday morning I’ll skip class
So I can see her at school
And she’ll be well surprised.
In for a shock, out for a fool:
-“She didn’t come in today”
Go back to class: catch the bus!